Tuesday, August 08, 2006


busy days of not much.

i've been sort of lamenting lately; lamenting that there isn't nearly enough time, all the time.

not for the usual reasons, like i have too much to do or too many shows, too much work - no. i just feel like i want more time to be a thousand different me-s, to try everything there is to try. to be alone and sit with my thoughts, to be together with friends 10x more, to call family at every turn.

am i doing things that matter? shouldn't i volunteer more? shouldn't i want to teach? am i dating the person i'm dating enough? am i trying to find my spirituality? am i doing much of much importance?

i dunno.

i feel good. i don't feel depressed. i feel like i can't find enough time. i feel like at the end of your life, you'll never feel like you had enough time. but, i guess that's good - it might be fucked up if you felt like there was plenty.


Blogger Sarah said...

So true, so true.

Just wanted to let you know I've really been enjoying your blog. Thank you.

7:46 AM  

Post a Comment

<< Home

Web Site Counter
Web Site Counter
« chicago blogs »
<-- ? In MY Opinion # -->